There’s something profound about reaching the end of a good book. Not the climactic resolution itself, but that moment after — when the narrative thread that has woven through your days suddenly snaps.
I’ve noticed this feeling lately: as the audiobook’s remaining time dwindles, a peculiar anxiety builds. Not about the story’s conclusion, but about what comes next. The characters who’ve been whispering in my ears during commutes will fall silent. Their world, which has overlapped with mine, will abruptly cease to exist.
This sensation mirrors other transitions in life. It resembles the impending departure of a friend whose regular coffee dates have structured your weeks. Or the strange mix of excitement and dread when leaving a comfortable job. The familiar rhythm disrupted, replaced with… what exactly?
Perhaps most striking is how this minor literary bereavement might echo our deepest existential concerns. That fear of death which isn’t about pain or ending, but about the impossible-to-imagine afterward. The story concludes, and then what?
There’s no remedy for this emptiness except to recognise it. Understanding why the anxiety exists doesn’t eliminate the unknown that causes it. But there’s comfort in naming these feelings — acknowledging how deeply we connect to stories, routines, and people, and how disorienting it feels when these connections are severed.
Tomorrow’s commute will feel strangely quiet. Until, of course, a new story begins.
Siddharth Saoji